( Sophiahong’s )Hongmingcan’s green
when the culture revolution just drawing to an end in china mainland ,at the date of international red cross,I born in a sanatorium where blooming bright red cuckoo flowers.since 5 years old,I start be a class monitor in kindergarten,and first time get award of solo singing on a big stage.in the community, I am a brave and passion header of children team,dare to leading and organize them to do everything just confirmed correctly by myself,especially prefer go to beauty nature to direct and performance.enjoy a sightseeing tour among the blue hill and green water,play beside the field and small river,dancing and singing between the forest and grassland.one year of summer,the community residents and partriarchs see a theatrical festival performance by my spontaneous organizition with their own eyes,even today someone still remenber and talking about it.
Belonging a noble girl with highly privileged nature and lofty thoughts and feelings,I like to improve everything if that destroy moral rule and judgement just use my own way.from the primary school to the middle school,I always be header and leader for the school’s broadcasting station and blackboard column,the sport capable of the volleyball team,the pioneer of literature and art groups,always evulated as senior model with moral,intellect knowledge,phsical culture,art and labour education that’s named”five demand four excellent three ardently love”.also include once marvelous performance experience of encircle around the city as a solo leader with the whole school students!so that later an ordinary thing is the head teacher make me take over a class for an absent teacher,in the naughty boy eye’s I am so strict than real teachers even more.
But when I was 15 years old,I yield to the pressure of my parents’s willing to go into a accounting school in the province city,so I couldn’t follow my talents!at that time,according the traditional concept, I am already being a nation officer and have a insurance work that named”iron rice bowl”.but I do really no interesting with it,I just rejected the center model fame and power,begin to approach my dream by myself hardly and alone……whenI graduated from 1994,I just forgive my comfortable work in the local unit,go to shenzhen, the economy special zone of south city ,to breath the freedom air from the reform and opening system,all my passion feel constrained for four years beginning to volatile and go up in this hot land.
In 1995 my first touching with movie, I just be chosed by a director in a movie of reflecting banned drug that named “the drug girl” to be an actress performenced as a drug girl,since that time,I confirm my life direction just to do movie work.but the reality is educational way,when the marketing is freedom and developing, meanwhile the Chinese just be forced and drifted from place to place under the tide of material life, money worship,hedonism,sex liberate, someone scramble for fame and gain not hesitate to do anything,someone material desire sweep away and corrupt to fall low down,their material life progress but personanity losing,their wealth increasing but morally degenerate, I feel so worried and couldn’t look but see not, further wouldn’t wallow in a mire with them,so I just try my best to earn the first gold capital,then I packed my luggage again with a natural deep errand responsibility in 1999,go to north city Beijing alone for approach my dream.
Only use half year, I fortunity be admitted the art shrine academy of center drama,pursue advanced studied in the department of filmmaker and performance.here I just 24 years old,i am no time to be in love,no time to make relation,still study hardly as a “grey girl”,as a sponge to suck up moisture with all my might,always could see me alone to study diligently, I never mind nobody understanding,but I have the principle sensitive stronger in my morally conscience,I just uphold justice for the classmates be bullyed and discriminate against,I just recommend and give an alarm for the bad style of study,I just rejected vulgar for art conscience,all these unusual action as a pinpoint and spearhead to offending someone’s mental so they specially cause me some trouble,I am indigant but the most feel pained still about this kind of ugly soul with be corrupted by selfish interests and expedient,all of these further arouse my belif and action to throw into my special academic research for accomplish my historical errand.
Then since I graduated in 2001,I start independently to creating my virgin film,so many days and nights ,summers and winters turned around,I ultimate completed this work that sign with emotion exert my utmost of my life,meanwhile estabilished my superstar heroine artfilm studio,as an independent producer,scrieenplay&director,herion together four identitys on me to financial beneviolence donation for the film, to search the way out for the marketlize and commercialize of this beneviolence-public-art.between 2003 and 2006 twice to make an on-the-spot investigation,further confirmed this is a beneviolence artfilm about use the green true love value to leading humanity spirital grows up and repair the civilize and natural enviorment. The work have the profound reality import and romantical poetilize style,from produce ordinardy members to release groups all the crack troops in the professional reaml,every detail all have a through idea of marrow work. The film have the health and ecology symbolic character that will be the legal mark for support political background and consciousness ideology,meanwhile the film is a very unique and special chinese female new movie because it has the independent femalism of revolution attitude with green action and anti-corroption for the climate change issues,will cause all the international filmfestivel pay attention for it more and more.like participate in the berlin international filmfestivel,Venice international filmfestivel ,Italy desertlize filmfestivel, Sundance international filmfestivel,etc.
In the 6 year wind and rain of my film life,I ever rejected investment capital of number million that scramble for fame and gain,I always struggled for all kinds of corrupt powers and fames tempt,I would rather lonely,rather unknow,even at the low tide of Chinese film industry,the subsist became so difficultly,even when my alumnus just saw my performance then pat my shoulder and told me:you should more famous earlier!even they all been fame and gain,even the adversity make myself so anxious ,make my parents and friends couldn’t understand,I still chose the way to guard the truth with my real sentiments and never forgive!
Because this is my life errand and historical responsibility I couldn’t escape and refuse！the reality just as my reaction feelings like the global warming and climate change extremely,the icemountain become disappearing with the heavy influence under the destroyed natural enviorment and ugly humanity civilize state,so the humanity living just becoming bogged down in crises!
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